a yes man
I listen to the type of music only you can relate to
for that particular time
to block out the screaming that surrounds
more often than not, the music exists and I do not
call me a cool girl
cause our playlists match
you’ve now aligned yourself to my path
so all I see are the scars on your face that’s too personal to
talk about
lie to me with your tongue in my mouth
you’re a cool girl
someone who doesn’t do ‘love’ or ‘dating’
like these words have been burnt on your head
as a mark that screams not to go further
I’m a cool girl
cause I ‘vibe’ with you
I don’t give you issues of attachment
I set you free
I’m a cool girl, you don’t have to make romantic gestures to
impress me
in your eyes, I’ve been impressed since the first time you
told me I’m funny for a girl
you tell your friends I’m a cool girl
I’m effortless
like food being served to you but you never even said you
were hungry
someone who doesn’t make a big deal when you mess up
I’m cool with anything, I’m an easy going person you can do
anything to
as long as it’s inside the hotel room
where too many bodies had been entangled
all being a blur of what we could be, but decided not to
I’m a cool girl cause can crack a joke with your friends and
not get offended
you have me today, you can choose not to tomorrow
and I’ll be fine with it
I’m a cool girl, you can tell me you like some other cool
girl
and I accept it without drama
I’m a cool girl, so deep into being the way you want me to
be
forgetting to understand who I am and will be
I’m a manifestation of your wishes
your validation keeps me happy
take away the ‘cool’, I have now become no one
and I will dissolve into the next cool girl in your life
I had never even existed in the first place
I’m nothing but a person you want me to be
until one day, you don’t.
-nn
